Stressed out

So I have decided today to do a blog entry to try and de-clutter my brain.  These past few weeks have been stressful and draining. I will spare you the details, but I will tell you one thing I have found out that my body doesn’t do well with stress. I’ve decided that growing up is no fun and I wish I could be as happy and carefree as my daughter. She always has a giant smile on her face and laughs at the smallest things. She is my motivation to get through the days. She is for sure my little ray of sunshine.  I have been through a lot of personal ups and downs in a short amount of time. Trying to keep a hold of the eternal picture and not letting Satan get into my brain is harder than it looks. One thing is for sure it has helped me build a testimony of how real Satan is and if we don’t watch out every step he will trip us up and punch us when we are down. I wish there was an off switch for our brains sometimes so I could relax my body without having 1 million things running through my mind at once. Oh well I guess that is what happens when you are a female and you worry about every little thing. I wish I could take the day to just relax and not worry about anything but who am I kidding I would still worry. Lately I feel like people listen to me but don’t really listen which makes me feel really alone. On the plus side it has made me turn to heavenly father for a lot of things I normally wouldn’t have. I guess I feel like just when I got life figured out and almost put all together the puzzle change shapes on me and I have to figure it all out again. Life is hard but that is what we have this gospel for and a loving heavenly father to listen to our thought and wishes. Sorry for all the mumble jumble just needed to get something’s out of my head . Anyways, Have a good day!

 XOXOXO

Andrae Michelle