So I have decided today to do a blog entry to try and de-clutter
my brain. These past few weeks have been
stressful and draining. I will spare you the details, but I will tell you one
thing I have found out that my body doesn’t do well with stress. I’ve decided
that growing up is no fun and I wish I could be as happy and carefree as my
daughter. She always has a giant smile on her face and laughs at the smallest
things. She is my motivation to get through the days. She is for sure my little
ray of sunshine. I have been through a
lot of personal ups and downs in a short amount of time. Trying to keep a hold
of the eternal picture and not letting Satan get into my brain is harder than
it looks. One thing is for sure it has helped me build a testimony of how real Satan
is and if we don’t watch out every step he will trip us up and punch us when we
are down. I wish there was an off switch for our brains sometimes so I could
relax my body without having 1 million things running through my mind at once. Oh
well I guess that is what happens when you are a female and you worry about
every little thing. I wish I could take the day to just relax and not worry
about anything but who am I kidding I would still worry. Lately I feel like
people listen to me but don’t really listen which makes me feel really alone. On
the plus side it has made me turn to heavenly father for a lot of things I normally
wouldn’t have. I guess I feel like just when I got life figured out and almost put
all together the puzzle change shapes on me and I have to figure it all out again.
Life is hard but that is what we have this gospel for and a loving heavenly
father to listen to our thought and wishes. Sorry for all the mumble jumble
just needed to get something’s out of my head . Anyways, Have a good day!
XOXOXO
Andrae Michelle
